Initiation...

I've been feeling kinda down lately.
I feel I've aged 10 years. Call it my initiation to adulthood. (although technically speaking, that should have taken place six years back). Or call it just plain jadedness.
The multitude bombardments to the realities of life left me with much mental fatigue and a general disappointment with life.
I must have been just a silly, naive fool to believe in the good of people.
Fidelity is no longer in vogue. Perhaps it has never been.
And how can a person be so devoid of empathy, care and love? I fail to understand. My heart aches.
Don't ask me what exactly made me say this. Some things are not meant to be said.
I'm fine. I'm just being initiated to adulthood.